also. guys.. i’m actually developing feelings for richie. fack, man. faaaaack. neglecting that guy richard from hooking up with me made me realize i actually care about richie and i’m starting to actually like him as a person and i wanna kiss him a lot and i want him to touch my butt and grab my thighs and breathe on my neck and play with my hair and wjnfojdoq!!!! i thought i just liked the attention but once i got the attention from someone i actually didn’t like it was like EW WTF DONT TOUCH WE’RE NOT EMOTIONALLY CONNECTED IN ANY WAY GET AWAY FROM ME and i just hope richie feels the same i hope he likes me as a person and i hope he isn’t looking around, trying to get at other girls because i’m not satisfying him.